By Trina Otero
Carlito is my bridge to the other side. He’s my personal connection to the rest of the Universe. I have been thinking a lot since his passing. I have also felt an array of emotions that have led to spontaneous crying and then laughing. But they are just emotions flowing forth… I have sat in silence. I continue to sit in silence and just be. And in this short time I have heard so much. He has shown me so much in such short “time.” Because of his passing, the veil has been lifted even further from my eyes and I see the Universe in all its glory. I can feel the connection to It. To him. To you. To all of you. Knowing rushes to me and it is hard to put into words, so I have not written and I have not spoken much to anyone. It’s hard to describe. It’s just a knowing. It’s a feeling. It’s a state of be-ing. My choice of words may seem so odd to some of you, while others will know exactly what I mean. It is just too complex and simple all at the same time, and you must experience it to know. Carlito has opened up a door I never did. I have opened so many doors myself and was born into knowing and remembering parts of Truth, but I have never had a direct line to the existence outside of Earth [in this lifetime]. My childhood pet Tiger was very dear to me and he has shown himself in dreams and visions to guide me at times, but this is somehow different. I have fuzzy memories of angels and guides, but Carlito and his energy are still so crystal clear. Recognizable. I remember all of him. His personality, his mannerisms, his energy, his heart. And because of that I immediately recognize divine signs and synchronicities. Because he is showing me. Somehow he is a part of That. You may be thinking, huh? But see.. We are all connected. We are all part of the Universe so he is a part of the ebb and flow just like you and I are. He is a part of everything here on Earth and he is all of the stars burning brightly above us. Now he knows everything he was seeking here, everything he was asking me.. And he is keeping this direct line to God open for me. It is phenomenal and mind blowing all at once. I’ve been speechless and honestly want to remain silent so I can continue to hear more. So perhaps I’ll let my lips move less and allow my fingers to do it all.